Jackie squatted in the prison
yard, drawing symbols in the dust.
He was gripping a stick between
his thumb and forefinger, gently laying down circles and ciphers and codes. They'd become an endless spiral,
swirling out from his feet.
Sometimes he'd dig the stick deep into the dirt, gouging up little spits of
earth. More often, he'd tap and tuck
and tease until the fine details emerged.
He'd been drawing for nearly an
hour, squatting on his haunches, the pain in his hips long forgotten. His tongue was sticking ever so
slightly out of the left corner of his mouth, a little pink exclamation point on
his dark skin. His chin jutted out,
and he peered down at the symbols from under his glasses. Every so often, he'd slowly raise a
dirt-caked finger and push them further up his nose, never taking his eyes from
his work.
This was good news for the man
walking towards him.
The other guys in the cell had
named the man Ratbucket; he still didn't know why. He didn't question what the other
guys in the cell said. When they
told him that if he wanted to stay alive, he had to prove himself, he just
nodded. And when they said that to
prove himself, he had to kill another prisoner, he'd nodded again. As far as Ratbucket was concerned, if
you nodded at everything they said to you in prison, you got along just fine.
The problem, of course, was that
he'd never actually killed anyone.
He'd told the others he was in on a murder charge, even before he could stop
himself, and they'd laughed and said that in that case, he'd have no trouble
with the job. But as he approached
the hunched figure doodling in the dust, he felt cold prickles on his spine that
had nothing to do with the wind sweeping down from the Adirondack Mountains.
The toothbrush was in his hand.
The head of the gang – a big sucker with
one frozen eye named Marlin – had given it to him. It had been melted and filed and
melted and filed again until it was a thin spike.
Ratbucket held it cupped in his palm, with the spike lying along the
inside of his wrist, his hand turned to keep it hidden from the screws. Sweat ran down his fingers, pooling
in his palm.
He could feel Marlin's eyes on him
from the other side of the yard. He
could feel all their eyes on him.
Nobody would miss Jackie, he told himself.
He'd only been in here a day.
Ratbucket had seen him come in yesterday, and the son of a bitch had been
whistling. He was walking down the
damn aisle in front of the cells in those ridiculous glasses, holding his linen,
whistling.
‘Sure, sure, I can kill him’,
Ratbucket thought. He deserves it. ‘Little punk. Lookit him.’
Jackie had begun humming. Something tuneless, whistling around
his tongue and out the side of his mouth like steam. He was drawing the last symbol of the
outermost circle, a delicate curlicue, tracing the shape in the ground, bending
it around a rock. Almost there.
He didn't hear Ratbucket come up
behind him. He didn't hear him
rotate the spike so it jutted from his hand like a misshapen finger. He didn't even hear Ratbucket's
breathing, which had become harsh and quick and shallow.
But he smelt Ratbucket's sweat. He felt the air behind him shift. He saw the light change ever so
slightly. He kept working, putting
the final touch on the symbol, a small dot above it in the dirt. He did this just as Ratbucket swung
the spike down towards his shoulder blades, at which point he blinked out of
existence.
With no flesh to plunge into,
Ratbucket's strike went a lot further than he'd anticipated. He tumbled to the dirt, obliterating
Jackie's work, a cloud of dust exploding around his body. His mouth was a shocked O.
Jackie reappeared in front of him;
right on the spot where he'd swung the spike down. Ratbucket stared. His mouth wanted to form words, but
his brain simply wouldn't let it.
Jackie reached down and plucked
the spike from Ratbucket's hand. He
held it up to the light, as if studying it for imperfections. Then, in one movement, he reached
down and slid it into Ratbucket's throat.
By now, the gang at the other end
of the yard was screaming. They were
running towards him, their faces shot through with anger and fear. Jackie stood up, pulling the spike
with him, and blinked to a spot alongside one of them, a squat man with a greasy
ponytail. Jackie caught him in the
side, plunging the spike in and out like an assegai. He had started humming again.
The others froze, mid-stride,
staring in horror. They tried to
run, but Jackie simply moved with them, popping in and out of existence. Blood stained the dust black.
A guard in the tower had taken
aim. He knew what he was seeing
wasn't possible, but he knew his job, and he had a gun. He managed to line Jackie up in his
sights – he'd paused after taking down the last gang member – and pulled the
trigger.
The bullet appeared in mid-air
above Jackie, pointing down towards him, spinning gently. He'd frozen it with a look. He cocked his head to one side, and
the bullet turned with it. A flick
of his eyes, and it shot off, burying itself in the wall of the yard.
More guards appeared, boiling out
of the doors to the cells, screaming for backup.
They began firing. Jackie
stopped their bullets, turning the air before him into a tableau of metal. He stared around him and, as one of
the guards would tell the governor later that day, he seemed to be counting the
number of dead.
Jackie stretched, raising his arms
to the sky, his hands linked. The
frozen bullets fell, clinking against each other.
He tossed the spike onto the bullets, and then wandered towards the
guards.
They stood, frozen, watching him
approach. At the last moment, three
of them broke, running for the cells and slamming the door behind them. But the youngest – a new recruit, his
first month on the job – kept his gun steady, aiming it at Jackie's chest.
Jackie looked at him, pulling the
guard's eyes to his own. He blinked
the last few steps, and the guard fell backwards on his ass, a tight gasp
escaping his lips.
Jackie crouched down until he and
the guard were face to face. A
little slick of blood dotted the chest of his prison shirt, forming a pattern of
its own. Casually, he reached
forward and tugged the gun from the guard's grip.
The guard's name was Mason and his eyes had grown wide as saucers. He licked his dry lips as Jackie
turned the gun this way and that.
“Can you stop shooting at me,
please?” said Jackie. It came out as
a mumble.
Without even realising it, Mason
was nodding. Jackie gave him the
most dazzling smile – it came out of nowhere and was, Mason would later tell his
wife, like the smile of a child. He
held out the gun, still grinning, gesturing at Mason to take it. Then he blinked back to the centre of
the empty yard.
As Mason watched, Jackie cast
around for his stick, inhaling a delighted breath when he spotted it. He crouched down again, and began to
draw, sketching more symbols into the dust.
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